Dear mamas dolls and ummis boy...

Ive already missed u three...
All my prayers,doas & flying kisses for all of u there... Praying for Allah blessings upon u three all d time to guard and protect u from harmness, shield all of u frm sickness and shower u wth happiness...

Muah3... Will bring new friend for all u three soon,insyaAllah...

Pls pray for ummi too k...

Loving u three eternally!!!

MaulidurRasul Long Hols...

February we are now... Since its' first day, hubby has gotten his spine attack again... And me, contractions becoming stronger and more frequent... Aching everywhere for both of us....

Despite that, kids being kids, attention is all what they need... Furthermore our
Angels esp our eldest and second, they are very attached to us eversince they were born... Comparing to their cousins whom parents working odd hours, outstations, or on shifts, they seem more independent and not tht attention demanding type...as compared to these 2 elder kids of ours...

Even comparing wth their own baby sister 'Khadijah'... Whom quite attached to d maid instead, she is unlike the two elder siblings...She likes being byhelsef in many aspects...

Hence, in coping wth situations, although we were not tht well, life had to go on as usual for all of them...

ChocoLollipop class has managed to occupied them on Saturday and they had a bliss spending half of the day the "Little Khalifah Shop"... Despite cooking lesson, the outlet outlet itself is all about kids activities... Mini library wth interesting books, kids friendly staffs and owner, arts and crafts...nice ambience.
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Dedek and Umar in their apron... Listening to the lesson... And finally produced their own ChocoLollipop...

Pinjam-pinjaman, dipinjam-meminjam...

Wahai diri yg lemah, jgn kau terpedaya dgn tipu dunia,
campakkan keterasaan,
kebalkan jiwa...

Dunia sekadar pinjaman,
perhiasannya sekadar tipu daya,
ada yg bisa buat kau tersenyum,
tp itu cuma sementara,
ada yg pasti akn buat kau terkilan,
Dan itulah hakikat dunia...
Palsu & memalsukan,
melekakan dan memperdaya,
yg lbh memeritkan bila kau tertipu utk memiliki,
sdgkan kau lupa itu pinjaman...
Kau hanyut dibuai kekecewaan yg palsu,
tanpa tersedar kau hanya meminjam dan dipinjamkan...

Allahu Akbar,...Allahu Rabbi...
Itulah yg 1...
Yg Esa dan yg hakiki...

Knapa tiada yg terkilan,
tiada yg kecewa,
Tiada yg berasa hati
...pabila gagal mengecapi kemesraan bersamaNya?....
...Pabila tidak pernah merasa manis bicaraNya?...
Atau pabila tk pernah menikmati cinta Ilahi?...

Kenapa tiada yg terasa bila dimurkaiNya? DikasariNya? Diherdik jerkahNya?...

Ohhh iya...
Manusia sememangnya buta...
Atau sememangnya tidak peka...
Pabila dia mngundang kemurkaan Rabnya...

... Atau manusia terlalu optimist,
Seperti yg diajarkan agama,
Maha pencipta itu Maha sempurna... Tiada istilah menzalimi atau mengasari...
Lantaran mana mungkin kita bisa terasa...

Namun, jika kita mendekatkan diri,
Jika hati didambakan hanya pada cintaNya yg 1...
Naluri kemanusiaan kita yg lemah dan halus,
pasti akan membibitkan rasa terguris pd Rabbul Izzati andai cinta kita tak dibalasNya,
andai kelembutan kita dikasariNya,
andai rengek mnja rintihan kalbu kita tak didengariNya,

Pasti terguris jiwa,
Terbakar naluri...
Itulah yg selayaknya...
Itulah yg lbh merobek jiwa...
Cinta si hamba tak berbalas...
Bagaikan sang pungguk rindukan rembulan...

Krna itu petanda hanya cinta Agung yg 1 bertakhta di hati kita...
Tiada tolok bandingnya...

Persetankan sengketa jiwa yg didatangkan oleh dunia dan segala isinya...

Semua itu sekadar dipinjami kita,
Dan kita juga hanya dipinjamkan buat mereka...
Entah esok lusa,
Maha pencipta bisa mengambil kembali haknya...

Ujian itu hanya gurauan kekasih kita yg 1...
Petanda si Dia ingin menggamit kita menghampiri...
Petanda kita terlalu alpa dibuai cinta dunia,
Petanda cinta sejati meraih janji...

Itulah cinta hakiki...
Cinta kpd yg kekal abadi...
Cinta tiada jual beli...rabbul izzati...