Owl syndrome...

Into ths 3rd trimmester,i kinda being an owl... Sleepyyyy during day time and hard to put myself to bed at nite...

Previously i blamed the numbnesss of my legs tht alwys causing uneasiness for me to sleep...but after the good massage i had,numbness lessen,but this owl syndrome remains...hurmmm...kalau new couples i bet u this wud be d time couples to have good pillowtalk to discuss bout name for the baby,preparation for their baby,sharing&exchanging feelings about their upcoming parenthood experience...ahakss!!!so sweet...but how about having ths for d 4th time?...ahaaaks2...its all shud go by default i supposed;)...kuang3...Takpelah,janji anak ini akn mnjadi anak yg soleh... Ameeen~~~




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Patayya hubby goes...

He is leaving us again...after being around for a week and 1 day, off he goes again and probably this time will b a short one (4days and 3nights)...

I was on mc today after having swelling muscles on both legs of mine...due to a good massage hubby sent me last nite at Sg Besi...the session was good. A one hour massage wth just nice pressure seemed worth-it esp for the rate being charged (RM30/1hr session)...

But, my body prolly cudnt take it as it was the first proper massage i have ever had since i got pregnant almost 7mths...

And even after i moved to KL,i hardly went for massage...so it consider 1st massage over the past 1yr...

Nerves got tangled everywhere...claimed the therapist... One thng i learnt last nite was; the blessings of having good eyesight...i cant imagine how the therapist cope her life wth "no eye sight" both for her and husband,bearing such an okayy life wth proper house,clean and tidy,and also bless wth 3 kids (eldest std. 5 and youngest 3y.o.)....and all they do for their living is just masagging!....amazing!...Subhanallah....

The completeness i observed frm her living triggered me to try masagging as our family secondary income...wat an idea...i can just stay at home waiting for customers,wth the rate of probably rm30/hr and let say i do 3 hrs weekday-ly,20 days/ mth,tht shud be just nice for my pocket money...although its not as lavish as current,but its a home base business tht also allows me to do charity and help people...also a business tht got nothing to do wth high cost resources,its just my energy and good health...even,it is a form of exercise by itself....

Ahaaaa!!!let see how far me go bout ths crazy new venture;)....kuang3....

Actually im skimming ideas on how else can i survive a living wthout this so drudgery life routine...erkkk...i personally enjoys routine but not my current job scope&worklife...helpppp~~~~


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Disturbance...am very much disturbed...

Polygammy it is...the major disturbance clouding my mind these few days...
Nope3...not for my marriage, just sympathizing someone that i pretty much know...
I even know all 3 parties...the bride,the groom whom re-groom himself and the bride that re-grooming the groom for d second time...
If only a woman feels another woman's heart...while man stop taking advantage of this missing connection between the 2 women's heart...to their advantage....

This does not mean im going against wat has been legalized by the religion...in some circumstances,especially when we reflected sirah of our prophet,Muhammad (pbuh), it happened in a manner/reason acceptable to our logic...thts enough for me to justify my arguments and cant agree more... But nowadays, most cases are mostly of opportunist, tht felt himself stable&perfect (from his definition) and thot has brought completeness enough to his family until he spend his "richness" sponsoring additional human beings (of his desire) entering his life and not realizing hearts he breaks... wth that presence of new creatures tht definitely expecting special treatment as she is just undergoing new exciting life chapter... Does justice easily can exists???

If only a man put a thot on the package he is coming with...the resposibilities he gotto undertake to cater the physical and emotional needs of the family he has built and be together wth, all these while..he should be having NO extra time sowing seeds of hope to others...if he cud put himself as a child of a "wrecked" family, how pain it cud be....he wud have just sacrificed his "so called needs" coz the feelings of those kIds are just soooo precious to waste for such immatute adulthood conflicts...

Disclaimer:- purely my innervoice tht speaks to my mind tht i put down in written to just share....

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