It was approx 365days ago, i gave birth to a chubby,pinkish,sweet smiling baby named Khadijah Syafiqah bt Shahzada Mohammad. My first glance seemed recognizing her sweet adorable look.My first skin to skin touch penetrated my heart of how much this baby is in need of me...Although she is my 3rd daughter and tht made me an experience mother,i believe thy every new comers tht enters my motherhood is unique and special. Among obvious remarkble event of Khadijah Syafiqah's arrival was about her delivery. The first delivery tht i managed to go thru drug free and epidural-less...d delivery tht i consciously felt d pain and its staggered occurances. The unforgettable experience tht always stays in mind and blossoming in my heart.
Of all my children, Khadijah is d least being left behind and being apart wth. If im not mistaken,we just not sleeping together less than 10 days for d past 365 days...
The first was during my "unplanned outstation" after i'd been called although i had already reached szb airport to fly back.(1).
Second was when i gotto come back to kerteh after my familiarization visit prior my transfer (2days)... And 3rdly was when i accompanied hubby for our 2nd mover arrangement from Kerteh to KL (1 day)...
Hence, i can feel d closeness..Although most of d time i feel bad for not being able to pay her full attention as how her brother&sister used to have.thts d advantage elder siblings usually get.attention....thts d key...
To be continued~~~
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