8th June was his 100 days...it was yesterday. His 100days...and my 100+((30 x 9) + (7 x 2) + 3) days... (the arithmatics represents his num of days in my fatty womb...
Although i was being perceived as a mom tht show off my baby in facebook but even cutting my baby's nail i was ONCE overlooked...and heyyy who r u to judge tht 1 time negligence that i was actually aware of but just tht point of time i was not at my house and cudn't find a baby friendly nail clipper at tht house...and by the time we were back to my own house its already dusk and i was full time hooked up nursing him since i cant fed him in d car as i was d one driving... Why tht 1 incidence can be cancelling off everythng i didnt and went through to bring him to this world???...
Ooohhh,better not thnk of tht anymore... But i cant stop myself to rebel!!!! everytime i come to thnk of it.... Only uwais knows... And if he.cud talk, im sure he will apologize me for tht long finger nails...afterall thts the function of mitten... Baby's nails are so fine... Their fingers are so tiny and even doctors dont encourage clipping their nails in d absence of proper tools, sufficient brightness and confident hands to handle that tiny creatures.
Walking down memory lane, wth baby Uwais... he is one soothing gifts Allah ever reward me... All d way conceiving him, calmness and patience... tht how i felt... He somehow brought to me inner strength... And tranquility... Even at d point was in d battle of delivering.him, the pain subsided itself by the strength he brought me...
Having him in my arms towards my confinement days were d days i really cant forget... Spending sleepless nite alone was a privacy to both of us tht strengthen our bond day in and day out...
And until today, not even a single night i sleep without him by my side...
And i really cant imagine leaving him ths 11thJune for my 1st outstation...
I will be missing that is forsure!!!!....
He is a gift... He is my boy...
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